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Training Wheels

Well one of the goals of the new puppy was that she would be good trainning for a future child. And boy was I right! From the waking up in the middle of the night because she has to go outside, to developing the feeding routine, to re-scheduling life to accomidate, to paying close attention to her habbits so I can learn about her needs, to learning patience about cleaning up messes etc! It has definitely proven to be the 'mommy training wheels'. 

Her and Duke are getting along amazingly well also. They now tire eachother out by 9 p.m. so I am not Duke's form of entertainment when all I want to do after my long day is veg out on the couch and not play tug or war or fetch. I listened to my intuition on this one and so far so good.

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