I felt proud of all the work I did the past few days. Monday was a very rough start. I just woke up feeling lost and in despair again. All I wanted to do was sit in bed and binge watch a mindless TV show. But I trudged on. I gave up peeing on ovulation sticks this morning. It seems I have missed my window. I can tell by the CM that I likely ovulated 5 days ago. So it hit me yesterday that I have to go and see a naturopath to get my cycle regular. Enough of this! My cycle average is 40 days. That's just crazy. And it has been everything from 28 - 46 days in the past 6 months. So it is time to seek other help. So today I'm grateful for: - making an appointment with the Naturopath - connecting with my bookkeepr - getting this week's groceries - going to the gym last night - making it to support group on Monday night - going to my first singing group on Monday