We transferred two of our three embryos and had high hopes. Sadly those two didn't
take and we were devastated. But as this anniversary comes to pass we have so much more hope thanks to our embryo donors. We thought
we only had one more shot, but now thanks to our donors we have 5 more chances with their 4 snowflakes and our remaining one. We are so full of gratitude for
these people who have given us so much hope. We plan to transfer our first donated embryo next month! Happy New Year.
This madness called for a Facebook post tonight. To let people really see the face of infertility. Here's what I posted. "This is what infertility really looks like. Tonight was double shot night where I have to give myself 2 shots of 2 different drugs, in my ass (behind me), on my left side (I'm right handed), without help because of M's fear of needles. And this is what happens when that goes wrong. So often I struggle in silence and try my best to keep strong. But tonight my rage, frustration and sadness has gotten the best of me. I have another 7 days of this nightly routine only to go for a biopsy - not even for an attempt at a transfer. I am a real life science experiment. I post this to vent, and to bring awareness to the true struggles of infertility. Shining a light on the darkness that plagues some people's lives with no one knowing. Suffering in the shadows is part of the greatest pain." I got a huge outpouring of support and people have told...
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